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Imam 30 godina, i toliko me stvari koči da se maknem iz male sredine, a ponajviše roditelji.
2023.06.03 16:36 Septymusmyth Imam 30 godina, i toliko me stvari koči da se maknem iz male sredine, a ponajviše roditelji.
Znam da ovo nije već ništa novo, i sigurno nisam jedina osoba koja bi se donekle pronašla u ovakvim okolnostima.
Živim trenutno s roditeljima, ukratko u jednoj vuko*ebini. Nemam nikakvih prilika da u malome mjestu ovdje nađem posao, a čak i da ga nađem, ne bih se osjećao zadovoljno. Na pragu sam 31. i imam osjećaj kao da sam u nekoj kutiji bez pokreta.
Živio sam samostalno par godina u Zagrebu, radio sam u struci, pa onda van struke, imao sam solidno društvo i prijatelje (što sad nemam i jako sam asocijaliziran). Funkcionirao sam dobro, bio sam zadovoljan, i navikao sam se na veći grad od 19. god. kad sam otišao na faks.
Istina je da sam imao problema u srednjoj školi što je trajalo nekih 2 godine, i bio sam uglavnom meta bullyinga od strane kolega. To je rezultiralo mojom anksioznošću i panikom s čime sam se tada jako na početku borio, ali sam se oslobodio pritiska kad sam napustio to okruženje. Priznajem da sam radio neke greške u 20-im kao i mnogi, a većinom su to bile manje ozbiljne stvari kao trošenje novaca više nego što bi trebao, prelazak s jednog posla na drugi u kratkome roku jer bih uvidio da mi ne paše i sl. Danas mi roditelji to jako zamjeraju. Nikad nisam napravio neke toliko grozne stvari da bi me oni danas držali stalno pod nekim svojim "nadzorom". Kao da vam netko stalno diše za vratom.
Razumijem roditeljski strah i sve to, ali moj otac je pomalo panična osoba i stalno u strahu za ljude oko sebe. Majka i on se u zadnje vrijeme slažu sve gore, i imali su dvije svađe (ali zbog banalnih stvari), a ona mu je neki dan zaprijetila da će ga ostaviti i otići. Ja ne mogu stati ni na njegovu ni njezinu stranu jer su mi oboje podrška i jednako ih volim.
I sad kad ja njima kažem sve to, oni će zaboraviti na probleme između sebe, i reći će mi kao i uvijek: "radio si tamo u Zg, pa si dao otkaz", "moraš biti skroz stabilan" itd...
Ukratko, guše me takve stvari i uvijek isti odgovori. Guši me ova sredina. Želim raditi i startati opet. To mi je rekao i moj psihijatar, a ne sramim se reći da idem na psihoterapiju. Rekao mi je da moram raditi, provesti svoje vrijeme osjećajući se korisno i ostati pozitivan.
Još sam pozitivan, a sva sreća pa sam više optimist u životu i to me nekako drži. Tu i tamo pretražujem oglase za posao, i čak sam se prijavio na dva oglasa prije dva dana, no kad sam to spomenuo mami nastala je odmah galama i panika s njene strane. "Nema se novca", da znam, nema se, ali ne baš u toj mjeri koliko ona uvijek govori.
Nikad mi nije palo na pamet da pokupim stvari i ostavim roditelje i sve glavom bez obzira, ponajviše jer osjećam poštovanje i zahvalnost prema njima. Teoretski bih mogao, i možda to zaista zvuči kao jednostavni izlaz iz ove situacije, ali neću to napraviti ni u ludilu.
Da sam kao neki od mojih vršnjaka pa čak i puno mlađih ovdje koji samo uzmu auto i vozaju se po cijelu noć i skitaju tko zna gdje, rade gluposti, ne znam... imam osjećaj da sam premiran i da sam svoje roditelje navikao na takav tempo, no ne mogu biti ovdje ko lijena beskorisna osoba. Mislim da bi svakome došlo preko glave.
Ne tražim neko instant rješenje ovdje, već sam jednostavno osjetio potrebu da se malo ispušem. Nemojte zamjeriti. 🙂✌🏻
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2023.06.03 16:28 NomenclatureBreaker May empties
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2023.06.03 09:28 throoowawaaay07 Iniisip ko [27M] kung dapat na ba kaming magbreak ni SO [26F] due to our unresolved issues in our relationship
Hi AdultingPH. New to reddit. I just want to gather some insights about my long-term relationship.
Background of our relationship. I'm 27M and my SO is 26F. We were college friends that turned lovers. We've been together for 3 years. It took me almost 3 years itago yung feelings ko sa kanya before formally courting her in our adult years. So let's say na antagal kong hinantay at pinagdasal na magkachance kami to be lovers despite feeling na baka hindi niya ako gusto. I still waited for years to tell her how I feel.
Then, here comes the first year at naging kami. Sobrang saya ko. Everything is so perfect ang saya namin. You know, the chase part. Naginsist din ako ipakilala niya ko sa parents niya agad kasi ganun ka-clear intentions ko sa kanya. Sobrang mahal ko siya. All those years I waited feels worth it. Sobrang masaya lang na halos araw araw we shower each other with love. You get it. She's the girl of my dreams kumbaga. Dream come true. Answered prayer.
Here's where ugly things started. Before we celebrated our first year. I found out that she lied to me about being a virgin. She came from a long-term relationship so somehow inexpect ko naman na hindi. But I just found out na she lied to me about it at of course, being from a past relationship din na full of lies, na-off ako. Being lied to, parang ung memories namin became stale na hindi genuine at kasinungalingan lang. I felt so hurt. But napagusapan namin somehow napatawad ko naman siya agad. I almost told her na I wanted to break up but she begged for me. Lumuhod pa siya sa harap ko habang umiiyak. Ayon tinuloy lang namin at nagkapatawaran. Then, another away before our first anniversary. I got female friends sa new job ko. Batchmates ko sila so naging friends ko na din. Magkaaway kami one night then nalaman niya nakikipaglaro ako ng online games sa said female friends and accused me of cheating on her. Ayon. Basta then nabasa pa niya chat namin nung friend ko na yun where I told na galit na siya kakalaro ko. She felt upset dun. Although di ko naman intensyon and friends ko lang talaga mga yun. I almost had to cut of these friends para lang di na siya maparanoid. That's the end of our honeymoon stage ika nga nagkalamat na.
Just another background lang din. We both came from long term relationship with cheating partners. At meron din akong history ng cheating na alam niya which is naisip ko din baka maging factor for her to not like me pero di naman.
Then, 2nd-3rd year of relationship. I summarise ko na lang. (1) She started to be, i don't want to say "controlling" pero parang ganun. She gets upset when I spend time with my friends. Dumating sa part na tinanong ko siya na gusto ba niyang mawalan ako ng kaibigan. It's ugly. Ilang beses namin napagawayan. I always play online games with friends na halos matigil just because nagupset siya most of the time. Btw, she's introvert and on wfh kaya halos wala siya social life compared to me. (2) Mahilig siyang magsilent treatment na bigla na lang niya akong hindi papansinin buong araw or half of the day then manghuhula na lang ako why. Kumbaga parang I'm walking on egg shells na. Hindi naman ako manghuhula pero ayon. Parang kulang kami sa communication talaga. when I ask her why usually di sinasahot hanggang sa maging okay kami. Then the issue will be swept under the rug na lang. Nagaccumulate na lang yan hanggang sa andami na namin di nagpaguusapan. Pag okay naman kami masaya naman. We spend time together, we laugh together, my happy times kami marami. It's just that nagpile up yung unresolved issues.
Here's what happened recently. For a month yata yun, she stopped telling me "i love you" then ginaya ko na after a week. Although we talk na parang okay lahat pero wala nang iloveyou. We Still spend time, have sex ganyan. Turns out na andami niyang hinanakit na recently lang niya nilabas lahat. Eto yung unresolved issues na nga niya. I mentioned she's not good communicator kaya sa chat lang niya nasabi mga hinanakit niya. Gaya ng hindi na kami sweet, we don't talk about our future, yung mga pinagseselosan niya, dami. The way I act around her. Yung mga bagay na kung sana napagusapan namin nang maaga di sana naipon. Pero tao lang kasi ako. Hindi ko alam irereact. Parang main na trigger niya is hindi na ako kasing sweet ng dati. I told her na ever since our first fight before ng first anniversary namin and add pa yung mga naging issues namin sa ibang bagay nafed up na ako at nasanay sa ganito lang. Mahal ko siya eh. Pero parang nakakapagod siyang mahalin.
To add lang, nagkaroon ako ng condition that caused me to have long employment gaps so depressing kaya nakadagdag din siguro sa challenges namin. But okay naman she's still supported. At recenly nagkaroon na ulit ako ng maayus na trabaho. I'm happy and meet new people. Kaya lang recent issue namin, iniinvite ako sa outing at she said na di siya comfortable. Eto eh habang nagchat siya sakin ng lahat ng unresolved issues sa relasyon namin. After few weeks from that okay naman kami. Ang sweet namin sa isat isa until naisip ko na pumayag na sa gusto niya na wag na ko sumama pero I asked here how about sa mga susunod na invites na marereceive ko. Pero sabi niya, sumama na daw ako kasi iyun yung tama. Wag ko na daw kunsintihin pagtoxic niya. Ok naman kami somehow.
Current stage namin is we're testing the waters kung itutuloy pa namin relationship namin after all these issues. Sabi ko sa kanya okay lang sakin if ituloy or not. Maiintindihan ko. Mahal ko naman siya. At legal kami both sides nakoconsider ko din. We're generally happy naman it's just that these recurring issues at considering our future na lang din. Naninimbang din naman siya kung itutuloy pa ba given na baka magrelapse lang mga away namin which is parang di niya sure.
Ang haba sorry. I may have left some details pa pero ayan na lahat naisip ko while typing these.
TL;DR Unresolved issues is taking a toll in our relationship. GF has toxic behaviours towards me spending time with friends. Can this be worked out? Is it worth it?
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2023.06.03 07:59 PseudonymousPlatypus Seed Conversion Woes
TL;DR: I want to derive a "real" 25-word Monero seed from the Trezor seed. Please help. This should not be difficult. Is there a tool or method I should be using to do this that I am missing?
I made
this post recently on
Monero. I have a general understanding of derivation paths and BIP39/44, but I am still pretty much a noob on seeds/keys conversions and derivations apparently. If your Trezor gets destroyed, it seems pretty easy to take that Trezor seed and figure out how to create a Bitcoin wallet in Electrum (as is the case for many other coin types), but I cannot get a Monero mnemonic or private key for the life of me.
I've tried using this tool:
https://coinomi.github.io/tools/bip39/ It does take my Trezor seed, and it does generate a Monero seed from it when you select XMR from the dropdown, but it is NOT the right seed. How do I know? Because the main address isn't the same as the wallet generated by the Trezor. Also, if I send funds to the Trezor wallet, they do not appear in the wallet linked to the generated Monero seed (obviously).
So why does this not work? I thought Trezor seeds used normal derivation paths, and the seed was BIP39. What is the right way to get the correct 25-word seed or Monero private spend key? I'll even give you a real seed example.
Trezor seed (no passphrase): merit insect wife chicken uphold because damage pair perfect fortune swarm engine
Main Trezor Monero address (when wallet opened in Feather or official GUI): 46aR7R9NoXzjDdjaBQ4B6XWgaVxSzDrrCX9eCPCbeLaTTmDKHutJNy63AYTVqgcj3xBPDfv3p9f2LTht2DLbRQBFTKd1UWi
Monero seed from the
bip39 tool: epoxy sphere nostril gecko taunts dinner sailor ringing sixteen fading drying hubcaps biology later tinted utensils betting unopened pavements icing bested owed vapidly wiggle tinted
Main address from the bip39 tool seed: 47TD5e8ZrGxTMK2HaUm78teGZyFEX2J5K2LzYtqBPNVFNKqTQv9DdqUN2Jk5zW1NtVNU8x5nKkfDxApGeYRhNEjL27auPaY
So why does the Trezor generate a wallet with address 46ar... and the seed conversion creates a seed which makes a wallet with main address 47TD...?? How do you actually get the correct Monero seed phrase?
Edit: changed link to np version per automod request
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2023.06.03 07:35 pity_party1622 ABYG for insulting my gf's mom
Long post ahead!
I (23f) is dating my gf (21f) for 11 months now pero I haven't personally met her mom but I already hate her and wala na akong plano na makuha yung boto ng mama nya.
My gf is the only daughter of her father, her parents are separated since bata pa s'ya. Yung mama n'ya naman ilang beses na nagpakasal and had 2 other childrens, tapos take note that her mom is 6 months married to an abusive deadbeat (importante toh for later haha)
As an only daughter, her dad sends her enough enough money para sa tuition nya and her personal stuff and anything else for herself. These past few months, nakikita ko na nagpopost 'yung mga friends n'ya na nagpopost ng gala sa labas, mga outing sa beach. Wala naman sya'ng nakukwento sa'kin na may ganap pala sila kasi kahit matuloy s'ya or hindi nasasabi nya na may ganap, kaya nagtaka ako, I asked her kung bakit s'ya di kasama, sagot n'ya lang is that she doesn't want to and di naman ako na-satisfy sa sagot na 'yun. So I decided to do a little investigation.
Itarted checking her receipts that she left in my place (she asked me to keep them but I never bothered to check it before). All the withdrawal receipts has little to 0 balance, and now I'm really curious why kasi her dad sends her at least 50k per month and pagkakaalala ko it has only been 2 weeks since nagpadala yung dad nya, and that's odd. I don't think she has poor financial management considering she's studying accountancy. Now that I notice this, she doesn't have the usual wrapping ng chichirya na fave n'ya in her bag anymore, she doesn't bring any kibbles and treats for the stray cats na nakakasalubong namin every time we have a mental health care nightly walks anymore, and 'di na s'ya pumapasok sa watsons tuwing pumupunta kami sa mall.
My little investigation had no progress so I finally asked her. She came over yesterday and that's when I asked her what's going on. She broke down and told me that her mom was asking her money for months now, she said that her mom's business was bankrupt, and as the sweet angel that she is — she has been giving her mom money for "food and stuff", she said that her mom is "asking" her for all the money that she has for her siblings' needs. She showed me their conversation through chat. The messages she receives from her mom was horrible and made me angry and upset. Their conversation was filled with manipulation and emotional blackmail. 'Yung mga message ng mom n'ya consists of the usual guilttripping, panunumbat sa pagpapalaki sa kan'ya and the usual. Nak'wento n'ya rin na yung relatives nila nakikita yung mom n'ya na may mga pasa and the deadbeat husband was destructive, and allegedly a drug user. She keeps on telling and convincing her mom to leave the guy and telling her mom how toxic he is for her mom, and her mom is aware of it but her mom just told her na di n'ya kayang iwanan yung lalaki kasi mahala n'ya raw. She said that her mom confessed that all their properties were sold because she needed the money for the deadbeat husband, because if her mom didn't give him money, hihiwalayan s'ya n'ung guy. Her mom basically chose the guy over her and her siblings. I'm so mad and upset and feel so sad for her.
Today, I sent her a message of how disappointing she is as a mother, and how manipulative, and selfish she is, how her daughter deserves better and she better leave her alone. I didn't get any response yet, and I know it isn't my place to tell her that, I just think that she needs someone to tell her how horrible she is. I also sent an anonymous tip sa mga pulis about dun sa deadbeat husband.
TL;DR: I sent a message sa mom ng gf ko saying how disappointing she is as a mom, how manipulative and selfish she is and her daughter (my gf) doesn't deserve to be abused. Kasi ginagatasan n'ya yung anak n'ya ng pera para sa lalaki n'yang deadbeat.
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2023.06.03 06:58 Lost-Bat1540 Kaiser So Cal
| Kaiser pharmacies are getting on my nerves. My Dr prescribe Ozempic months ago and they filled it the first month, the second month the said no ,because I'm not a T2D just prediabetic. I decided to have Joinmochi do a PA and this is the letter I received from Medimpact. They said a PA is not required because it's a covered benefit so I'm assuming I can get my medicine now. I'll call the Dr on Monday. submitted by Lost-Bat1540 to Ozempic [link] [comments] |
2023.06.03 06:33 ladyskullz Depp's therapists Dr Banks and Dr Anderson testified Depp discussed his violence with them. Why do people still believe he didn't abuse Amber?
This really puzzles me.
Dr Anderson testified that Depp and Amber abused eachother and that both Depp and Amber had admitted to hitting eachother.
Dr Banks said that Amber and Depp both acknowledged the violence in their relationship and that Amber was the victim.
Dr Anderson testified she saw multiple bruises on Amber's face after the Dec 15th fight but Depp's photos show he wasn't injured in the fight.
There are multiple other texts and audio recordings of Depp admitting to abusing Amber and texts from his PA saying he witnessed Depp kicking Heard.
How can abuse be mutual when one person is so much stronger than the other?
How can Depp be the victim in this scenario when his abuse if her pre-dates her abusing him?
And then there is all the evidence of how jealous and controlling he was. This is also abuse.
How can people claim Depp never abused Amber when he admitted it to multiple people?
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2023.06.03 05:56 gbmeg71 Chirp Chirpy Chirp
| Not certain, I believe this is a yellow warbler. I bet you're shocked to know that I took this at Presque Isle State Park Erie, PA (I'll likely just say PI from now on. =)) submitted by gbmeg71 to Photoworthy [link] [comments] |
2023.06.03 03:44 galaxyoflight Fabric Shop
Hello!
I was curious if anyone knew of any big fabric shops in Erie, or even just Western PA. I’m I’m looking for good fabric but Joann’s, Hobby Lobby, and Michael’s did not have what I needed. I know I can shop online, but I’d REALLY prefer to see fabric in person.
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2023.06.03 03:39 WatercressDouble1520 Starting Flagyl for BV, which probiotic should I buy?
I’ve had BV “problems” since around 2020. I originally tried treating myself at home with Monistat-7 thinking it was a yeast infection, and boy did that cause a catastrophic chain of vaginal issues since. Long story short, I recently went to a PA OBGYN (not a Dr) and she called me with my results testing positive for BV. I asked her if Boric Acid would be good for me since these are the symptoms I’ve had since 2020. Odd odor, strange discharge and burning during any sort of penetration. This has all come in flares, ups and downs over-time. She said she wanted me to try either Flagyl or metrogel (?) And I opted with the pill due to being so sensitive to anything topical down there. Mind you, I am 90% sure I tried both of these back in 2020. I’m sensitive to soap, lotion, razors, wax, creams, and even deodorant during shorts weather for my big-thigh girls. So basically, I’m doing the antibiotic and asked her if I could take probiotics too. She said yes and directed me to the nearest grocery store and said there should be a refrigerated section and to pick one that supports Flora. I’m curious tho, how should I be taking these and is there a better brand/type? I’ve heard a lot about lactobacillus acidophilus and lactobacillus reuteri which seem to be unrefrigerated. I’ve read either to take them 2-3 hours after the antibiotic or after the weekly round of Flagyl is done. Any advice is great! :) TYIA
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