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My boyfriend haven’t been together for long, but I always felt we were really close and clicked really well. I’m 20, he’s 25.
Every day (except for 1) since we got together, we have fought and its ended every time in my having to fight for us to stay together and try and prove my obvious innocence to his claims of me being disloyal in some form, which when he conveys them to me feel so convicting, harsh, and without reasonable premises.
I spend every day crying (except for that one day) because of this stuff, then after hours of BS, we make up, and then the cycle starts again in the next 12 hours (if we even make it that far without fighting again).
I know he is so incredibly paranoid as a result of his previous relationships resulting in being cheated on and such, but I’ve not done anything.
Here is a chronological list of some events we’ve ‘endured’ together within the last 5 days or so:
• One day he accused me of cheating and trying to find male validation because I told a friend about my new painted toe nails. The same day he argued with me again and accused me of playing with him, cheating on him and being disloyal yet again. Both of these blown out arguments have lasted hours, sometimes even entire half days, just fighting back and forth and trying to be heard. We then make up after and say we trust each other and give each other more chance.
• The next day we fought again about the same stuff and it also lasted quite some hours, and it was basically a repeat of the day before. We then make up after and say we trust each other and give each other more chance.
• The day after the next day, we did in fact fight again and also lasted multiple hours and was regarding the same topics, and throws up every single other fight we had and tries to use the same reasons with no premises from the he used the previous fights we had. We then make up after and say we trust each other and give each other more chance.
• Then we went 1 entire day without fighting!!! (catch is that it was because he was at work and works busy and long 12 hour shifts!) The day was peaceful and I thought we were doing well.
• Yesterday, I can barely remember but I believe we didn’t fight, but it’s possible we did. I truly cannot remember, I have memory problems that are induced by trauma, mental illness, and probably the amount of weed I smoke lol. We called for so many hours, typically we call for upwards of 15 hours a day because he’s a bit farther from me right now, but we only called for around 6 hours. He went quiet suddenly and I assumed he went to sleep, but after an hour he messages me and it isn’t the case. He is dry and I can tell something is wrong.
• This morning I woke up at exactly 3:33am in terrible pain from the chronic gallstone attacks I get, and went outside to go smoke weed to relieve the pain. I go to text my beloved man and I see he’s blocked me and my messages won’t go through, but on socials it showed he’s still in a a relationship with me. I panicked hard and started messaging him on a different social, begging to just talk and understand what happened. He’s at work, messaged me on his break 30 mins ago, and we fought yet again, because he said: “you can go ahead and unadd me again whenever you want im not arguing with you today, my days already ruined yo, you arent loyal and for some reason you wanna keep unfollowing and following people Idk what the fck your issue is really but its really annoying. Dont text me back, just fcking unadd me dude, god knows how many other dudes you talk to behind my back.”
All of these arguments have stemmed from his paranoia.
Now we are trying to work through things. This is not the only issue, but when we aren’t arguing, he has been using lots of positive reinforcement to me when he feels i’ve been loyal to him.
But this is where it gets worse, he told me a few days ago that if he finds out i’m playing with him, he will come to my apartment and end me then himself right after. I told him, “no you won’t, you’re too sweet”. He was laughing quietly abt it and got very serious and was repeating how he definitely would, but if i’m scared then i must be cheating because if i wasn’t then i wouldn’t have a reason to be scared.
I mostly believe he would attempt this.
Can someone please tell me their thoughts or opinions and maybe lend some advice for me:(? If you have any other questions, I’m happy to answer. I just hope he doesn’t frequent this subreddit. I feel like i’m out of options.

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Hero	2016's Collector's Cache Set	Price
Luna	Nightsilver's Resolve	$10

Hero	2018's Collector's Cache Set I	Price
2 Bloodseeker	Trail of the Sanguine Spectrum	$6
3 Dark Seer	Insights of the Sapphire Shroud	$2
2 Spirit Breaker	Pillar of the Fractured Citadel	$5
3 Wraith King	Stonemarch Sovereign	$15
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3 Weaver	Grasp of the Riven Exile	$4
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Hero	2018's Collector's Cache Set II	Price
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2 Axe	Shackles of the Enduring Conscript	$6
2 Nyx Assassin	Shimmer of the Anointed	$3
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2 Phoenix	Ire of Molten Rebirth	$6
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Chen	The Rat King	$1

Hero	2019's Collector's Cache Set I	Price
Dragon Knight	Scorched Amber	$12
Tidehunter	Poacher's Bane	$6
Undying	Curse of the Creeping Vine	$10
Slark	Appetites of the Lizard King	$15
Dazzle	Forbidden Medicine	$12

Hero	2019's Collector's Cache Set II	Price
4 Drow Ranger	Sight of the Kha-Ren Faithful	$8
4 Warlock	Tribal Pathways	$7
3 Clockwerk	Directive of the Sunbound	$6
Abaddon	Endless Night	$10
3 Pudge	Dapper Disguise	$12
4 Bloodseeker	Fury of the Bloodforge	$6
4 Broodmother	Automaton Antiquity	$5
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4 Venomancer	Verdant Predator	$4
4 Batrider	Prized Acquisitions	$4
3 Necrophos	Fowl Omen	$20

Hero	2020's Collector's Cache Set I	Price
Juggernaut	Lineage of the Stormlords	$30
Pudge	Mindless Slaughter	$12
Jakiro	Fissured Flight	$7
Nature's Prophet	Signs of the Allfather	$15
Lina	Glory of the Elderflame	$15
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Tiny	Ancient Inheritance	$25

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Timbersaw	Clearcut Cavalier	$7
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4 Templar Assassin	Steward of the Forbidden Chamber	$15
Faceless Void	Claszureme Incursion	$70

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Monkey King	Champion of the Fire Lotus	$10
Undying	Dirge Amplifier	$10
Chen	Hounds of Obsession	$10
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Phoenix	Crimson Dawn	$10
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Clockwerk	Seadog's Stash	$10
Invoker	Angel of Vex	$30
Marci	Blue Horizons	$30

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Night Stalker	Feasts of Forever	$10
Silencer	Grand Suppressor	$10
Vengeful Spirit	Acrimonies of Obsession	$10
Oracle	Transcendent Path	$10
Doom	Dawn of a Darkness Foretold	$10
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