TLDR: Two college students stuck long distance dating for the foreseeable future. I want to continue our relationship, but his parents don’t like me and long distance likely won’t work long term.
Firstly, I just want to say that I am not stupid. I know we are very young and that is the first thing that a lot of people are going to say. However, we are both incredibly emotionally mature and I am coming to this relationship with him with a lot of depth and experience. I love him more than I can imagine was possible and I want to have a future together.
My boyfriend (who will henceforth be known as Nathan) and I have been dating for a year and a half now. We met at college, both coming from different states (he is from California). We went to a prestigious school that drew students from many different areas. We fell in love a few months into school; we have incredibly similar interests and our personalities mesh together perfectly. A big difference between us, however, is our background. We are both white, but he is from California where his mother is a professor at a very prestigious university and his dad works in tech. I am from the South, and my mother is a public school teacher (so paid like trash) and my dad is a manager at the local library (without a college degree). I am not poor, but would probably fall in the lower middle class range.
I have always felt uncomfortable with his parents. In April of 2022, I went to California with my boyfriend for spring break. I stayed at his house and his parents were nice, but there was just a sense of awkwardness in everything. He is very close with both of his brothers and I absolutely adore the both of them. We hit it off great. But his mom, especially, just gives off very judgmental vibes and I always felt like I was walking on eggshells around her.
Fast forward to November of 2022, I was struggling immensely with my mental health at college. I came home, withdrew from the fall semester, and have been taking a gap from school ever since. I LOVED the school where Nathan and I met, but he was never super attached to it other than the fact that I was there. However, I felt I really needed to find a new place to start fresh after everything that happened. I did a lot of searching and applied to many schools as a transfer and will now be transferring in the fall. Nathan, because he was not happy at our school anyway, also decided to look into transferring. He did not tell his parents he was looking at first, and when he did, they were much less than supportive. His mom suggested basically every alternative option to transferring possible which greatly upset Nathan. She also knew I was considering transferring.
During the period since I have been home, Jacob and I have broken up and gotten back together twice. This is not due to any lack of love, rather, it is the strain of long distance. I am working full time and he has been continuing the school year so it has been very difficult. He called his mom crying at one point following one of the breakups, which will be important momentarily.
His semester wrapped up in early May, so he returned to California. He finally got to sit down and talk to his parents a few weeks ago and they seemed open to him transferring. Tonight, however, they had a family dinner and talked about it again. We have been hiding that I have committed to a school from them because, to be completely frank, they would immediately become unsupportive. I am really convinced that his mom sees me as too low for him and that I am ruining his life. During tonight’s conversation, however, Nathan revealed to them that I was attending the school he was also hoping to go to. They immediately did a 180 and now will only support him going back to our previous college or staying home and taking a gap year to figure out what “he really wants”.
Nathan and his parents are not close. His mother, especially, has done almost everything possible to push him away by being controlling and manipulative his whole life. Nathan is actually very close to my mom, and has expressed many of his frustrations and his hurt over this situation to her. The irony of them wanting him to find out what he really wants is that he KNOWS what he wants, and they don’t know almost anything about him.
The reason I wanted to post this is because I am stuck. I feel like I am hurting Nathan’s relationship with his parents by being in his life. We are long distance and it’s already incredibly difficult to maintain our relationship. I have been holding out until the school year to hopefully be with him again. But now, it seems we won’t have that chance. I am not confident that his lack of parental support and having to continue long distance is going to make our relationship work. I don’t know if I should just break it off to spare him the hurt and try to heal or what. I feel so lost and hurt. I just love him and I want to be with him, but I don’t know if the circumstances are going to work.
How do I even start to approach a conversation with him regarding this? And how should I proceed with our relationship?

Hello, my name is Jackson and I am born with a mental condition where I can interact with my subconscious mind. I don't know how to describe it, but I have been actively communicating to my subconscious and it just keeps talking to me. I call it Mikey and he loves to talk alot more than me; I'm an introvert. I communicate questions to Mikey often through my thoughts and he would reply instantly with a yes or no answer via controlling my body. Letting him control my body is the most accurate I can get the answers from him as well as other method I thought up to avoid other disruptive subconscious thoughts that's not Mikey. Depending on how the interaction goes, Mikey can often borrow my thoughts to express himself. This mean he can use full sentence if the right thoughts pops up for him to use. (Ex: he said "True" when I ask if he loves talking more than me) I even went as far as letting him borrow my body and he moves my body carefully and not randomly attack me or anything. This is my first time talking about it with anyone online. One thing to note is that I will be replying with the answers below instead of Mikey. Depending on how well this ama goes, I might make another ama post dedicated to Mikey answering all your questions.

I got diagnosed years ago (as an adult, I think college?? My god my memory is shiiiiiit) but of course I've completely lost the paperwork. Torn up my whole house, looked at every paper and it's gone. No idea who diagnosed me and who I saw for treatment. (I can't find my passport either but that's for another day)
I fell off the treatment wagon like, 6 years ago and my ADHD symptoms are getting a lot worse in recent days. Haven't had a job in several months, haven't figured out what I want to do for a career change yet. I've tried to figure out if I go back to school or self teach but you all know how that goes especially without treatment. So for now I'm attempting to be a homemaker for me and my partner but I feel pressure to go back to work very soon for better financials. I just can't go back to my previous occupation because I've developed PTSD from it and I'm still getting flashbacks and nightmares from it.
I'm so frustrated by how hard it is to get a provider for rediagnosis and treatment. Most of these providers are psychs that don't do ADHD evals or they do ADHD evals but not treatment. And then when you find any provider that is accepting new patients, they're hard to reach. One NP I tried to contact had two numbers, one for new patients and one for current with automated messages that prompted you to call the other number. I've emailed others with no response. I even tried an online psych service and they didn't have a single ADHD provider in my state. I'm also really anxious about what treatment would look like once I even find a provider with how hellish it seems to get meds with this whole shortage shenanigans the DEA is creating.
I'm afraid I'll only get treatment if I end up in a psych ward. I'm afraid my ADHD won't be taken seriously. Idk what I even need right now, I think I just needed to vent.

I want to be a girl I want to wear girly clothes I want to do girly stuff but I can't I'm not a girl I don't know how to act like a girl or feel like a girl. I look at the stuff I do daily and I think to myself is that what a girl would do? I want to start life over as a girl I want to transition just to feel like a girl but I'm not. I have started this terrible habit where I look at people's faces and asking how much would change if they were a different sex. How many feminine features does that boy have, or how many masculine features does that woman have? I look at trans people like this too how much do they fit in or if a terf came would they know? If I transition would they know, how much work I have to do to fit in, then to be judged for the rest of my life?
I've been on the alt-right side of Reddit too much. They tell each other that it's a phase or why would someone spend 10,000$ to look like a lunch lady. To look ugly to not fit in. They say that everyone around trans people lies to them to make them feel better about themself. I want to be happy. I want to come out to everyone that I'm a girl but I don't feel like one. And I'm not a girl, I'm just a guy who thinks being a girl would make his life better. But I think of myself in a skirt or having boobs or being called a girl and I feel happy like that is how I was supposed to live my life. I don't think I'm ready for that, to trade security for happiness or fight the rest of my life to fit in or betray my family to disappoint them for life or the rest of my life fighting with my thoughts that I am a girl and everyone else thinks as me as one.
I'm tired of the thoughts telling me what I can't be. I'm tired of my thoughts telling me that everyone hates me. I don't know how to stop it or how to be okay when I'm by myself, alone with my thoughts. I feel like I fetishize my depression like I want people to feel bad for me or that people feel pity. I've always been an attention seeker I feel like like I should complain because I feel I'm just getting attention. My thoughts just keep telling me that all these words and all these emotions are just to get attention to use others to be happy.

I'm not even taking the test this time and I'm so pissed that their website is STILL so broken after this many years of the exact same thing happening every time registration opens or scores are released.
TOPIK scores are mandatory for many people that live in Korea to maintain their visas, and NIIED's refusal to invest in adequate servers makes it borderline impossible for people to register in a reasonable time frame. Test-takers have to sit there in front of their browsers for an entire day, sometimes multiple days, just to get a spot at all, and many people I know have to travel 2+ hours to get to their test site because it's basically impossible to get a seat in Seoul without winning the TOPIK lottery. Some people wait all day and then are unable to register at all!
I've taken the HSK, multiple ALTA exams, OPIs, OPIcs, etc (which are exams that have FAR more test-takers by the way), and nothing comes even remotely close to how terrible the experience of signing up for the TOPIK is. For a country that is allegedly so technologically evolved, it's honestly shocking and infuriating that the experience is so bad.
Don't even get me started on the ridiculous fact that the timeline of registering, taking the test, and getting your scores can take between 2 and 4 months, which is absolutely absurd in the year 2023...
Is there any way we could start a campaign to get NIIED to update their website so we can give them our money and take this exam they force us to take?

Hello, this post has a dual purpose: (1) To seek help for me and others to complete the Catcher Chocobo Minigame with a time sufficient to earn the Sun Sigil and (2) to collect up-to-date resources responsive to that inquiry in a single location for future use. I was surprised a post directly on this topic was not among the Top-All Time posts in this subreddit.
TL;DR: Post your best advice or links to advice to beat the Catcher Chocobo Minigame.
I have been trying to win the Sun Sigil without success. This is the primary resource I have been using. The strategy laid out in that post is, in gist: (1) Only use the D-pad; (2) tap the D-pad instead of holding it down; (3) in the first section, stay on your side to collect balloons; (4) coming out of the first turn, tap right to avoid the 1st and 2nd sets of birds; (5) in the second section, straighten out your Chocobo, try to collect some balloons while the 3rd set of birds is going after the trainer, and when the 4th set of birds is coming for you, dodge to the right; (6) on the second turn, the 5th and 6th sets of birds should not be a problem while you are taking this turn, going after the training and failing to target you, respectively, and you should try to get the balloon signaling the turn, if able; (7) in the final section, look for balloons in the center or right of the final section, and dodge the 7th set of birds by tapping right on the D-pad before tapping hard to the left at the last second to avoid this set of birds; (8) near the cliff of the final section, the 8th set of birds will go after the trainer and you should focus on getting as many balloons as possible near the cliffside, which will ideally be in the row of three or four, even if that means getting hit by the 9th set of birds; (9) practice; (10) be patient.
I think this is a good statement of strategy which is consistent with other advice I have seen on the topic. Even the Final Fantasy Wiki "Tips#Tips)" section on the topic appears to be a rephrase of dfchang813's advice.
To state the issue frankly, I want to get the Sun Sigil before continuing to progress the game and it's proving to be a real roadblock to playing a game I enjoy and have enjoyed in each of its iterations since the PS2, now the HD Remaster on the PS4. I got it once before on the PS2, some fifteen years ago, so I know it's possible for me and doubt "youthful reflexes" was the necessary ingredient. It's gotten to the point that after the last failed session, I put the game on the shelf for years because I knew this minigame would be waiting for me and dreaded wasting a few hours failing to beat it. Hence, giving it another go on a day off, to ensure success, if only through luck and perseverance. But, six hours and countless attempts later, I still haven't won the Sun Sigil and a 1.9 second record has taunted me for hours. The entire situation has proven frustrating and upsetting, especially because there isn't a "quick restart" function to abandon doomed runs, and I don't know how much more patient I can or should be.
I think my problem is that I'm playing too conservatively. I've gotten quite good at dodging birds, usually taking one or fewer hits, but I only rarely collect 12+ balloons. Those points may be related, but as discussed by dfchang813 above, dodging birds seemingly has a greater skill or practice component than the collection or placement of balloons.
Any advice on how to beat this minigame once and for all would be greatly appreciated.

Hey all, so I’ve had an Indonesia trip planned for months now, starting off with Jogja in July, together with my (26M) partner (24F).
I’ve heard only good things about Jogja - from the amazing views, rich culture and it’s safety, which made it one of my most anticipated cities to visit in Asia. However, I came across this video recently, and I have some concerns.
Hence, I am slightly worried - more for the safety of my partner rather than my own. Just wanted to know - Is the Kiltih as dangerous and rampant as the video makes it out to be, or is it just dramatisation on their part?
I do wish to go ahead with visiting Jogja because I’ve been looking forward to visiting this beautiful city so much, but if my worries are granted, I might reconsider. 🥲
Any feedback or suggestions/advice would be appreciated, and thanks in advance!
EDIT: Of course, I’ll still practice my due diligence (e.g. not going out too late at night, being too adventurous and going out to outer areas, walking around the streets with valuables on me, etc)

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Item	Description	Price (Shipped)
Mc65 Black	Like new condition. Currently built but will come unbuilt with stock desoldered PCB and alu plate. Includes carrying case and brass + frosted PC badge for RGB goodness. Very nice feeling top mount with a low front height and a unique aesthetic with the badge + weight. I'll be happy to provide a sound test in PMs if interested. Price is dropped from my last post. Open to trading for Bias, 910 ME, or other similar-valued boards or possible with PP on my side depending on the trade.	$599/Trade for similar-valued boards
Noxary 378 Meteorite Gray	Flawless, A-stock. Includes 2 PCB's (1 brand new, 1 desoldered) and 2 plates (5mm PC + red alu). Gaskets are installed on the case. The gray ano is gorgeous in person and almost Apple space grey like. Selling for way below retail when factoring in the extras. Open to trades for boards like a Matrix Corsa or Bias, or even just a color swap to red.	$535/Color swap to red or trade for other boards
RS60 Red WKL w/ Hotswap H60 + Extras	Comes with a hotswap H60 (multi-layout support), brand new solder H60, and 2 plates (alu + PC). Nearly perfect condition except for two very minor marks near the USB port. Selling at well below retail especially factoring in the cost of the extras. Price is dropped from my last post.	$385
GMK Fuji Katakana Base + Spacebars	Like new, mounted a few times but it has less than an hour's worth of use. Spacebars are practically brand new. Open to trades for other GMK sets like Iceberg, Zooted, Beta, Analog Dreams, or others.	$155/Trade for other GMK sets
GMK Lavender Spacebars	Brand new and unused. Selling less than Space Cables extras.	$35
HammerWorks CRP R4 Kits	All brand new. Prices per kit are listed but the bundle is discounted and preferred. Modern Mac Icons (Beige) - $35, Blue Windows (Cross) - $11, R5 - $21	Individual kits in desc/$49 bundled
Keycult No. 1/65 PCB + UHMWPE/Half FR4 Plates	All brand new. The PCB is originally a Wilba solder PCB for the Rama Jules but will work fine on the 1/65. Also open to splitting the plates together as a bundle but not the PCB. Price is dropped from my last post.	$95 bundled/$57 for plates
Thermal60 SEQ2 Hotswap PCB + Rose Plate (brand new)	Both brand new and unused. Selling less than Rama even before shipping.	$95
Hiney H88C	Brand new and unused. North-facing, non-thin 1.6mm PCB's. Selling at below NK pricing. Price is dropped from my last post.	$45
Cloudline Full PC Plate	Brand new and unused. Selling at less than CK extras after shipping/taxes. Price is dropped from my last post.	$49
Vega POM Plate	Mounted with switches once or twice but like new. Universal layout. Price is dropped from my last post.	$25
Alchemy Artisan Box (Hard Black/Brass)	Used on my monitor riser for a few months. It has some marks from removing and mounting artisans due to the hard anodizing (same as KC tray) but nothing too noticable once filled. I've tried to clean off some of them with alcohol and they seem to come out with some effort. The brass badge has a little patina and the bottom brass piece has some marks from moving around. Selling at my original cost.	$155
CYSM Viva Magenta Keyby	Selling at less than retail. Brand new and never mounted. I'm also open to trading for other Keybys. Price is dropped from my last post.	$95/Trade for other Keybys
GMK Dualshot Namong Cosmo Rudory	Like new, mounted once. It's a near-perfect match with Dualshot but I prefer Cherry profile artisans. Price is dropped from my last post, now at retail.	$115
Asero GMK Arch White Alu Artisan	Like new, mounted once. Selling below retail. Price is dropped from my last post.	$59
GMK Aegyptus Rama Tray	Brand new and unused. Selling at my GB price after shipping. Price is dropped from my last post.	$55

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TGR 910 ME Solder PCB

12th: Lauren AKA Scary Girl

Ohh this one might strike a nerve with a few people but I promise I can explain myself.
Okay so anyone who followed this series back in the day remembers as I went through each season my biggest problem with what show as it went on was that it started to lose all semblance of reality. Now yes this show is a cartoon and as such is always going to be ridiculous(I mean the very first challenge was something that no real person could really survive unscathed) but it was still somewhat grounded in a form of reality most importantly with the characters who above all else felt like people you could actually know irl. This season actually does a good job of harkening back to that style instead of making the characters weird pop culture jokes or insane maniacs the reboot focuses on having a relatable and more grounded cast, well with one pretty notable exception.
Lauren(Which is her actual name don’t forget) is introduced to the Island and immediately sets herself apart from the rest of the cast, not only is she dressed in some weird goth doll outfit that looks like Amy from Soul Calibur having a bad day, but she has a crazed slasher smile and a love for pain and violence that’d make even the Joker say to turn it down a notch. She quickly earns the nickname Scary Girl(A name she seems to take in stride) due to the fact that she’s kind of terrifying, given how she never seems to drop her creepy perma smile and takes immense joy in the suffering of others including the members of her own team. On top of that she may be the franchises first supernatural character and that’s beyond the standard iron bodies that every competitor seems to have(Except when they don’t apparently which I will get to down the road). She can turn her head around a complete 360, can apparently mess with the lights and the camera in the confessional without doing anything and has superhuman strength to the point she can punch out a bear like it's nothing(Although this one is something a few other competitors have shown they can do). Because of all this her team mostly tries to keep their distance from her, but in spite of that she proves to be a half decent competitor even clinching victory for the team during the relay race challenge due to her apparent superhuman abilities. Despite this though she proves to be her own undoing, as during the very next challenge she finds a jackhammer and just says screw it, forgets about the challenge and actually just straight up tries to murder people including her own teammate Damien. After losing the challenge the Trout make what is probably the most sensible decision in TD history and vote out Scary Girl, though not before she promises revenge on them for this so let’s see how many of them make it through the next season alive because this girl strikes me as the kind who follows through on threats.
Scary Girl feels like the writers took all that energy and strangeness that went into some of the more outlandish 2nd and 3rd gen characters(Max, Scarlett, Mike, Dawn, Leonard) and instead of spreading out so it infects the whole season ala PI just funneled it all into one character turned up to 11. Scary Girl sticks out majorly among the cast because she’s pretty much the only straight up cartoon character among them if that makes any sense. Every scene she has is completely over the top and insane but unlike the more annoying gimmick characters of old this works better because there's an actual contrast. You have all these mostly average teens with dynamic personalities and here’s this psycho goth girl who speaks in a weird sing-song nursery rhyme voice and just actually wants to kill people with zero ambiguity. She’s pure comic relief naturally with her gags of gleefully fawning over all the pain she sees and even purposely inflicting it on others just cause she can, plus her confessionals which all seem like lost Arkham Asylum patient tapes of her mad ramblings one things for sure this is a character you won’t forget. I personally have never been a fan of the super gimmicky characters like this and Scary Girl is by far the most gimmicky of all(With only Max and Leonard coming anywhere close) so naturally I have mixed emotions. I do think some of her scenes are pretty funny(I remember the hiding a body confessional getting a big laugh out of me due to the absurdity) and she doesn’t really overstay her welcome going out 4th so I can’t complain that she got too stale or outlasted more interesting characters. On the flipside, while I do like some of her scenes I also think the character is a bit too much, she pretty much defaults to a single joke(Creepy girl who likes pain and murder) and that joke can be a bit tiresome after the first few goes. I also think she’s too over the top to the point where it feels like she was transplanted from a completely different show given how heavily she clashes with the season's tone. All her scenes just feel so disconnected from everything else going on and kind of take me out of it whenever she pops in for a random bit. Even Izzy who’s probably the closest to her character wise still had moments of lucidity and reacted like a normal person to somethings, but Scary Girl is always in her default insane mode and doesn’t show any kind of depth or dimensions as a character which is generally what I like in my characters comic relief or otherwise. The character could work better if they toned her down, you know how I know that? Because that’s just the Goths from RR and both of them are great characters who are unique without becoming too over the top to the point where it becomes irritating. Hopefully they take some cues from them for the next season when it comes to Scary Girl because I think it could really help make her more interesting and less one note
Now don’t get me wrong, I do think her character has value especially with how she interacts with other characters.Scary Girl doesn’t get much in the way of interactions due to her relatively short stint on the show but what she does get is good. The main one is her weird “Friendship” with Pryia that happens entirely by accident and out of fear on Pryia’s part. It's fun for what it is and is the one bit of fun mostly from Pryia’s end as she tries to not suffer her wrath(and I’ll talk more about Priya maybe soon or maybe later who knows???). Who knows maybe they’ll revisit this or come up with some fun new interactions next season.
Scary Girl is an anomaly of a character in the season. I won’t deny she is entertaining for the most part and the fact that she’s the only insane gimmick character of the season means she stands out in a more positive way. However I personally found her to be a bit draining and far from the season's funniest character as well as just being a type of character I’m never really all that fond of. She has her place and doesn’t overstay her welcome too much but to me the 11 characters above all have something more that makes me feel they’re better so she sits in a respectable spot here(although admittedly i did go back and forth with the next ranked character but that’s a discussion for next time).
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\"Give her a baseball bat and I bet she'd make a killer assassin(100 points to anyone who gets this)\"

Rankings

16^th: Caleb
15^th: Nichelle
14^th: Axel
13^th: Ripper
12^th: Scary Girl

Hi, this might be a bit different from what I usually post but I thought this might be a good place to go for a second opinion. I’m a teenage girl and my parents are divorced. My dad is entirely the reason for the divorce, as he was very abusive (emotionally and verbally) towards me and my mom for the first eleven years of my life. He also cheated on her multiple times, and is currently with my amazing stepmom. Now that him and my mom aren’t married, he’s much better with me, but he also does things that make me question if a relationship with him is even worth it. I’ll list some things below:
-On my thirteenth birthday, he dropped the bomb that my stepmom would be at the party when I had specifically told him I wasn’t ready to meet her. When I expressed I didn’t want to go, he told me it would be really disappointing for everybody if I didn’t go. After the party, I began feeling su*cidal
-Constantly refusing to talk to my mom about things and using me as a middle man
-Refusing to talk to my mom about a trip during spring break and making me tell her, which gave me terrible anxiety
-Only acting like he is intetested in the stuff I’m saying for about 10 minutes before shutting down
-went six months without calling or texting me “because of Covid”
There’s more, but that’s pretty much the gist of it.
Recently, my niece (who I’m very close to since we are only two years apart) had her birthday party. My dad messaged me to tell me about it it two days prior , and obviously I was excited. Since my dad and I have a arrangement where he comes to see me every week for dinner, I suggested that we just get dinner before the party because I am severely behind in school and need any time I can get to catch up. He said that was fine and I didn’t hear from him until Saturday. He expressed that this was fine.
On the day of the party, he messaged me that he was in the ER for a hairline fracture in his leg because it hurt to bad to walk (I later learned that he told my nieces family that my stepmom made him go, but I doubt it). He then stated that I am “free to walk over still” (implying for the second time that the party was at my nieces house, which is a five minute walk from my house) “but he won’t be there”.
So I get dressed up and put my makeup on and walk over to my nieces house. Immediately I noticed that neither my brothers or my sister in laws car was there. Hopping that they just ran to get something, I know I on the door. After waiting for ten minutes I leave and message my niece to ask if everything is okay. I ended up missing the party.
After an hour or two, my niece snaps me and apologizes for missing my message. Then she informs me that the party was at a lake that is a THIRTY MINUTE DRIVE AWAY. I asked her if she told my dad ad she said yes, which means he intentionally mislead me so that I missed my nieces party. Obviously I was pissed, so I began h ignoring his messages for the next week (which, btw, was an abnormal amount since he hardly ever messages me).
After a week, he messaged the gc i have with my mom and him asking whether my phone was broken or not since I wasn’t messaging him back. My mom said that it wasn’t broken and that I was mad at him and didiny feel like talking. He relied to that by saying something along the lines of “Why? She cancled on me?” (refering to the cancelation of our dinner). My mom explained that it wasn’t that and it was about my nieces birthday party. His reply will be pasted below:
“Nice.” “the emergency room was out of control. And she talks to (nieces name) everyday. Sorry she blames me but not sure what I could have done differently. I’m not mad even though this seems a bit selfish. I get she’s disappointed. So am I. Not only did I not get to see (my name) last week but I missed (nieces name) (nieces age) birthday. Nobody is more disappointed than I am that’s for sure.”
It’s been almost a month and I haven’t messaged him. He’s been blowing up my phone with messages (none of which have been an apology). He’s also called me twice, once at 11 pm (probably drunk) and again at 9 pm. I don’t know what to do, and if I’m over reacting.

I see it all the time, it just gets to me. For example in my town there's a grocery store near me, foodland. It started out in the state to help independent grocers compete with the duopoly that is Coles/Woolworths, but was meant to serve the locals and tried to stock both local products and things people wanted but didn't always make much profit.
Over the years depending on the owners it either flourished or died. The original owner here was good and didn't make a fortune but lived better than most, paid the employees well and the workers seemed happy and not overworked. he eventually sold and someone else took over.
Unlike the previous owner the new one cared only about profit, to the point that when sales started dropping they actually stopped stocking the cheaper own brand items that had a lower profit margin like dog food. This made it worse and eventually it closed. The building ended up being used as an ice skating rink during the summer for a while. Eventually though it got bought back by someone who wanted to make money by providing to the community again.
Time went on, years passed and the foodland was great again, fully stocked, fully staffed with happy workers, management/owner that not only treated people right whether customer or staff, they also have back to the community groups. They had a pallet set up at the entrance with empty boxes for anyone to take, stocked things you couldn't get elsewhere in town that the people in the nearby streets wanted (myself was pickled octopus). But the good times weren't to last.
Recently someone came into town from either interstate or overseas with money and wanted in (the town's predicted to grow soon with upcoming works around the state). They wanted to buy the bigger foodland in the town but only if they could buy both. They gave the owner of the one near me an offer they said they couldn't refuse, and bought them both. Then they bought the newsagent in the same building complex and moved everything into the foodland, effectively removing everything but the lottos and scratchies. Obviously less staff needed too as the same person can serve on both grocery and scratchies counters.
Needless to say the profit over people attitude took effect, and the good staff left, the ones that are still there don't look happy, and it's mostly family of the owner now. The deli section is unmanned and the checkout operator now also does the deli serving during the day. They don't stock many of the specials in the catalogue that don't make much profit, they've removed the standalone chicken warmer to save money, half the freezers are broken and just not getting repaired since they "can't afford it" and now it seems to be they're looking to sell, if not it will likely close soon again.
Every item I bought there is now either not getting stocked or gone up in price no longer under managers specials to compete (was always more expensive than the duopoly but not this much). No more cheap dog food, no more pickled octopus. They don't seem to understand the only way this particular store survived here was by sacrificing a bit of the profit to keep the customers happy. And it sucks more cos there's an independent living facility nearby, and multiple blocks of flats where elderly people live who don't drive and can only walk across the road. Now they will need to get taxis to and from the shops when cost of living is already making it harder.
Thank you rant over.

I learned and worked on this after learning about my PMDD diagnosis since high school (17) and I am 24 now. I have an entire bank of coping/emergency/prep plans to deal with this and literally my entire life revolves around making PMDD, ADD, and PTSD more manageable.
It is too soon to completely know for sure because I definitely have some cycles that are better than others. However, I feel less physical pain and actually feel mentally stable after drinking the tea and had to suggest this. I’ve been extremely suicidal the past few PMDD hell weeks this year until I tried the tea. I still feel slightly groggy because it gives a sedative feeling but despite that effect, oddly my reg dose of vyvanse has actually finally been working during hell weeks and I don’t end up sleeping or feeling completely drained and dizzy after taking my reg dose. I only drink a little bit in the morning and more in the evening.
As with any PMDD treatments, if you consider trying this, please do your own research, let a trusted therapist know, and be careful with a safety plan. Just needed to share my relieving experience that gave me so much hope!
If anyone else had positive or negative experiences with this, please share—it would be so helpful for me and anyone who looks into this.

Everything in my inventory is up for trade. The most valuable items are listed here, the rest you can find in My Inventory

Feel free to Add Me or even better send a Trade Offer. Open for any suggestions: upgrades, downgrades / knives, gloves, skins / stickers, patterns, floats.

All Buyouts are listed in cash value.

KNIVES

★ Butterfly Knife Freehand FN #1, B/O: $2500

★ Butterfly Knife Ultraviolet FT, B/O: $822

★ Butterfly Knife Scorched FT, B/O: $616

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★ Bayonet Tiger Tooth MW #1, B/O: $1300

★ Bayonet Autotronic FN, B/O: $1050

★ Bayonet Tiger Tooth MW, B/O: $629

★ Bayonet Bright Water FT, B/O: $326

★ Bayonet Safari Mesh BS, B/O: $233

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★ Karambit Lore FT, B/O: $1110

★ Karambit Damascus Steel FT, B/O: $840

★ Karambit Freehand MW, B/O: $784

★ Karambit Bright Water MW, B/O: $759

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★ M9 Bayonet Fade FN, B/O: $1801

★ M9 Bayonet Fade FN, B/O: $1801

★ M9 Bayonet Damascus Steel FN, B/O: $751

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★ Nomad Knife Fade FN, B/O: $1156

★ Nomad Knife Slaughter MW, B/O: $544

★ Nomad Knife Blue Steel WW, B/O: $318

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★ Flip Knife Marble Fade FN, B/O: $646

★ Flip Knife Doppler (Phase 4) FN, B/O: $574

★ Flip Knife Gamma Doppler (Phase 1) MW, B/O: $552

★ Flip Knife Case Hardened FT, B/O: $257

★ Flip Knife Freehand FT, B/O: $255

★ StatTrak™ Flip Knife Bright Water FN, B/O: $287

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★ Huntsman Knife Lore FN, B/O: $461

★ Huntsman Knife Gamma Doppler (Phase 4) FN, B/O: $436

★ Huntsman Knife Doppler (Phase 3) FN, B/O: $353

★ Huntsman Knife Autotronic FT, B/O: $212

★ Huntsman Knife Bright Water FT, B/O: $129

★ Huntsman Knife Forest DDPAT MW, B/O: $129

★ Huntsman Knife Forest DDPAT BS, B/O: $123

★ StatTrak™ Huntsman Knife Rust Coat BS, B/O: $127

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★ Bowie Knife Gamma Doppler (Phase 2) FN, B/O: $375

★ Bowie Knife Gamma Doppler (Phase 1) FN, B/O: $363

★ Bowie Knife Tiger Tooth FN, B/O: $269

★ Bowie Knife Crimson Web WW, B/O: $192

★ Bowie Knife Bright Water FN, B/O: $159

★ Bowie Knife Ultraviolet FT, B/O: $126

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★ Stiletto Knife Slaughter FN, B/O: $616

★ Stiletto Knife Crimson Web FT, B/O: $412

★ StatTrak™ Stiletto Knife Night Stripe FT, B/O: $227

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★ Falchion Knife Lore FT, B/O: $214

★ Falchion Knife Autotronic FT, B/O: $192

★ Falchion Knife Scorched WW, B/O: $105

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★ Survival Knife Crimson Web BS, B/O: $216

★ Survival Knife Case Hardened FT, B/O: $198

★ Survival Knife Scorched FT, B/O: $111

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★ Shadow Daggers Fade FN, B/O: $368

★ Shadow Daggers Doppler (Phase 3) FN, B/O: $228

★ Shadow Daggers, B/O: $201

★ Shadow Daggers Damascus Steel FT, B/O: $108

★ Shadow Daggers Ultraviolet FT, B/O: $105

★ Shadow Daggers Black Laminate FT, B/O: $99

★ Shadow Daggers Forest DDPAT FT, B/O: $85

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★ Gut Knife Doppler (Sapphire) MW #1, B/O: $1700

★ Gut Knife Gamma Doppler (Phase 1) FN, B/O: $223

★ Gut Knife Marble Fade FN, B/O: $203

★ Gut Knife Doppler (Phase 2) FN, B/O: $191

★ Gut Knife Case Hardened BS, B/O: $127

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★ Navaja Knife Doppler (Phase 4) FN, B/O: $199

★ Navaja Knife Doppler (Phase 4) FN, B/O: $199

★ Navaja Knife, B/O: $138

★ Navaja Knife Damascus Steel FN, B/O: $111

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★ Classic Knife Urban Masked FT, B/O: $146

★ StatTrak™ Classic Knife Stained BS, B/O: $168

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★ Ursus Knife Doppler (Phase 3) FN, B/O: $476

★ Ursus Knife, B/O: $375

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★ Skeleton Knife, B/O: $1137

★ Talon Knife, B/O: $608

★ Paracord Knife, B/O: $305

★ Survival Knife Forest DDPAT FT, B/O: $97

GLOVES

★ Moto Gloves Transport MW, B/O: $204

★ Moto Gloves Polygon BS, B/O: $142

★ Moto Gloves Blood Pressure BS, B/O: $84

★ Moto Gloves Blood Pressure BS, B/O: $84

★ Moto Gloves 3rd Commando Company BS, B/O: $63

★ Moto Gloves 3rd Commando Company BS, B/O: $63

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★ Specialist Gloves Crimson Kimono WW, B/O: $1215

★ Specialist Gloves Tiger Strike FT, B/O: $672

★ Specialist Gloves Lt. Commander FT, B/O: $305

★ Specialist Gloves Lt. Commander BS, B/O: $140

★ Specialist Gloves Crimson Web BS, B/O: $137

★ Specialist Gloves Buckshot FT, B/O: $75

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★ Driver Gloves Crimson Weave FT, B/O: $359

★ Driver Gloves Imperial Plaid BS, B/O: $229

★ Driver Gloves Overtake BS, B/O: $77

★ Driver Gloves Racing Green FT, B/O: $48

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★ Sport Gloves Omega FT, B/O: $739

★ Sport Gloves Amphibious BS #2, B/O: $733

★ Sport Gloves Arid BS, B/O: $292

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★ Hand Wraps Giraffe MW, B/O: $212

★ Hand Wraps Leather FT, B/O: $160

★ Hand Wraps Desert Shamagh MW, B/O: $101

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★ Broken Fang Gloves Yellow-banded MW, B/O: $185

★ Broken Fang Gloves Needle Point FT, B/O: $67

★ Broken Fang Gloves Needle Point WW, B/O: $59

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★ Hydra Gloves Case Hardened BS, B/O: $65

★ Hydra Gloves Emerald FT, B/O: $65

★ Hydra Gloves Emerald BS, B/O: $62

WEAPONS

AK-47 Case Hardened BS, B/O: $130

AK-47 Bloodsport MW, B/O: $79

AK-47 Fuel Injector BS, B/O: $76

AK-47 Fuel Injector BS, B/O: $76

AK-47 Bloodsport FT, B/O: $70

AK-47 Neon Rider MW, B/O: $60

StatTrak™ AK-47 Aquamarine Revenge FT, B/O: $72

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AWP Fade FN, B/O: $1039

AWP Asiimov FT, B/O: $139

AWP Asiimov FT, B/O: $139

AWP Wildfire MW, B/O: $95

AWP BOOM MW, B/O: $93

AWP BOOM MW, B/O: $93

AWP Duality FN, B/O: $81

AWP Asiimov BS, B/O: $79

AWP Asiimov BS, B/O: $79

AWP Chromatic Aberration FN, B/O: $60

StatTrak™ AWP Hyper Beast FT, B/O: $68

StatTrak™ AWP Hyper Beast FT, B/O: $68

StatTrak™ AWP Electric Hive FT, B/O: $55

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Desert Eagle Blaze FN, B/O: $623

Desert Eagle Emerald Jörmungandr FN, B/O: $241

Desert Eagle Cobalt Disruption FN, B/O: $81

Desert Eagle Cobalt Disruption FN, B/O: $81

Desert Eagle Cobalt Disruption FN, B/O: $81

Desert Eagle Printstream FT, B/O: $54

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M4A1-S Blue Phosphor FN, B/O: $434

StatTrak™ M4A1-S Bright Water MW, B/O: $55

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M4A4 Poseidon FN, B/O: $1465

M4A4 Asiimov BS, B/O: $55

M4A4 Hellfire MW, B/O: $50

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USP-S Kill Confirmed MW, B/O: $72

USP-S Printstream FT, B/O: $69

StatTrak™ USP-S Kill Confirmed FT, B/O: $139

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AUG Flame Jörmungandr FN, B/O: $234

P90 Run and Hide FT, B/O: $147

Five-SeveN Candy Apple FN, B/O: $61

Trade Offer Link - Steam Profile Link - My Inventory

Knives - Bowie Knife, Butterfly Knife, Falchion Knife, Flip Knife, Gut Knife, Huntsman Knife, M9 Bayonet, Bayonet, Karambit, Shadow Daggers, Stiletto Knife, Ursus Knife, Navaja Knife, Talon Knife, Classic Knife, Paracord Knife, Survival Knife, Nomad Knife, Skeleton Knife, Patterns - Gamma Doppler, Doppler (Phase 1, Phase 2, Phase 3, Phase 4, Black Pearl, Sapphire, Ruby, Emerald), Crimson Web, Lore, Fade, Ultraviolet, Night, Marble Fade (Fire & Ice, Fake FI), Case Hardened (Blue Gem), Autotronic, Slaughter, Black Laminate, Tiger Tooth, Boreal Forest, Scorched, Blue Steel, Vanilla, Damascus Steel, Forest DDPAT, Urban Masked, Freehand, Stained, Bright Water, Safari Mesh, Rust Coat, Gloves - Bloodhound Gloves (Charred, Snakebite, Guerrilla, Bronzed), Driver Gloves (Snow Leopard, King Snake, Crimson Weave, Imperial Plaid, Black Tie, Lunar Weave, Diamondback, Rezan the Red, Overtake, Queen Jaguar, Convoy, Racing Green), Hand Wraps (Cobalt Skulls, CAUTION!, Overprint, Slaughter, Leather, Giraffe, Badlands, Spruce DDPAT, Arboreal, Constrictor, Desert Shamagh, Duct Tape), Moto Gloves (Spearmint, POW!, Cool Mint, Smoke Out, Finish Line, Polygon, Blood Pressure, Turtle, Boom!, Eclipse, 3rd Commando Company, Transport), Specialist Gloves (Crimson Kimono, Tiger Strike, Emerald Web, Field Agent, Marble Fade, Fade, Foundation, Lt. Commander, Crimson Web, Mogul, Forest DDPAT, Buckshot), Sport Gloves (Pandora's Box, Superconductor, Hedge Maze, Vice, Amphibious, Slingshot, Omega, Arid, Big Game, Nocts, Scarlet Shamagh, Bronze Morph), Hydra Gloves (Case Hardened, Emerald, Rattler, Mangrove), Broken Fang Gloves (Jade, Yellow-banded, Unhinged, Needle Point), Pistols - P2000 (Wicked Sick, Ocean Foam, Fire Element, Amber Fade, Corticera, Chainmail, Imperial Dragon, Obsidian, Scorpion, Handgun, Acid Etched), USP-S (Printstream, Kill Confirmed, Whiteout, Road Rash, Owergrowth, The Traitor, Neo-Noir, Dark Water, Orion, Blueprint, Stainless, Caiman, Serum, Monster Mashup, Royal Blue, Ancient Visions, Cortex, Orange Anolis, Ticket To Hell, Black Lotus, Cyrex, Check Engine, Guardian, Purple DDPAT, Torque, Blood Tiger, Flashback, Business Class, Pathfinder, Para Green), Lead Conduit, Glock-18 (Umbral Rabbit, Fade, Candy Apple, Bullet Queen, Synth Leaf, Neo-Noir, Nuclear Garden, Dragon Tatto, Reactor, Pink DDPAT, Twilight Galaxy, Sand Dune, Groundwater, Blue Fissure, Snack Attack, Water Elemental, Brass, Wasteland Rebel, Vogue, Franklin, Royal Legion, Gamma Doppler, Weasel, Steel Disruption, Ironwork, Grinder, High Beam, Moonrise, Oxide Blaze, Bunsen Burner, Clear Polymer, Bunsen Burner, Night), P250 (Re.built, Nuclear Threat, Modern Hunter, Splash, Whiteout, Vino Primo, Mehndi, Asiimov, Visions, Undertow, Cartel, See Ya Later, Gunsmoke, Splash, Digital Architect, Muertos, Red Rock, Bengal Tiger, Crimson Kimono, Wingshot, Metallic DDPAT, Hive, Dark Filigree, Mint Kimono), Five-Seven (Neon Kimono, Berries And Cherries, Fall Hazard, Crimson Blossom, Hyper Beast, Nitro, Fairy Tale, Case Hardened, Copper Galaxy, Angry Mob, Monkey Business, Fowl Play, Anodized Gunmetal, Hot Shot, Retrobution, Boost Protocol), CZ75-Auto (Chalice, Crimson Web, Emerald Quartz, The Fuschia is Now, Nitro, Xiangliu, Yellow Jacket, Victoria, Poison Dart, Syndicate, Eco, Hexane, Pole, Tigris), Tec-9 (Rebel, Terrace, Nuclear Threat, Hades, Rust Leaf, Decimator, Blast From, Orange Murano, Toxic, Fuel Injector, Remote Control, Bamboo Forest, Isaac, Avalanche, Brother, Re-Entry, Blue Titanium, Bamboozle), R8 Revolver (Banana Cannon, Fade, Blaze, Crimson Web, Liama Cannon, Crazy 8, Reboot, Canal Spray, Night, Amber Fade), Desert Eagle (Blaze, Hand Cannon, Fennec Fox, Sunset Storm, Emerald Jörmungandr, Pilot, Hypnotic, Golden Koi, Printstream, Cobalt Disruption, Code Red, Ocean Drive, Midnight Storm, Kumicho Dragon, Crimson Web, Heirloom, Night Heist, Mecha Industries, Night, Conspiracy, Trigger Discipline, Naga, Directive, Light Rail), Dual Berettas (Flora Carnivora, Duelist, Cobra Strike, Black Limba, Emerald, Hemoglobin, Twin Turbo, Marina, Melondrama, Pyre, Retribution, Briar, Dezastre, Royal Consorts, Urban Shock, Dualing Dragons, Panther, Balance), Rifles - Galil (Aqua Terrace, Winter Forest, Chatterbox, Sugar Rush, Pheonix Blacklight, CAUTION!, Orange DDPAT, Cerberus, Dusk Ruins, Eco, Chromatic Aberration, Stone Cold, Tuxedo, Sandstorm, Shattered, Urban Rubble, Rocket Pop, Kami, Crimson Tsunami, Connexion), SCAR-20 (Fragments, Brass, Cyrex, Palm, Splash Jam, Cardiac, Emerald, Crimson Web, Magna Carta, Stone Mosaico, Bloodsport, Enforcer), AWP (Duality, Gungnir, Dragon Lore, Prince, Medusa, Desert Hydra, Fade, Lightning Strike, Oni Taiji, Silk Tiger, Graphite, Chromatic Aberration, Asiimov, Snake Camo, Boom, Containment Breach, Wildfire, Redline, Electric Hive, Hyper Beast, Neo-Noir, Man-o'-war, Pink DDPAT, Corticera, Sun in Leo, Elite Build, Fever Dream, Atheris, Mortis, PAW, Exoskeleton, Worm God, POP AWP, Phobos, Acheron, Pit Viper, Capillary, Safari Mesh), AK-47 (Head Shot, Wild Lotus, Gold Arabesque, X-Ray, Fire Serpent, Hydroponic, Panthera Onca, Case Hardened, Vulcan, Jet Set, Fuel Injector, Bloodsport, Nightwish, First Class, Neon Rider, Asiimov, Red Laminate, Aquamarine Revenge, The Empress, Wasteland Rebel, Jaguar, Black Laminate, Leet Museo, Neon Revolution, Redline, Frontside Misty, Predator, Legion of Anubis, Point Disarray, Orbit Mk01, Blue Laminate, Green Laminate, Emerald Pinstripe, Cartel, Phantom Disruptor, Jungle Spray, Safety Net, Rat Rod, Baroque Purple, Slate, Elite Build, Uncharted, Safari Mesh), FAMAS (Sundown, Prime Conspiracy, Afterimage, Commemoration, Dark Water, Spitfire, Pulse, Eye of Athena, Meltdown, Rapid Eye Move, Roll Cage, Styx, Mecha Industrie, Djinn, ZX Spectron, Valence, Neural Net, Night Borre, Hexne), M4A4 (Temukau, Howl, Poseidon, Asiimov, Daybreak, Hellfire, Zirka, Red DDPAT, Radiation Hazard, Modern Hunter, The Emperor, The Coalition, Bullet Rain, Cyber Security, X-Ray, Dark Blossom, Buzz Kill, In Living Color, Neo-Noir, Desolate Space, 龍王 (Dragon King), Royal Paladin, The Battlestar, Global Offensive, Tooth Fairy, Desert-Strike, Griffin, Evil Daimyo, Spider Lily, Converter), M4A1-S (Emphorosaur-S, Welcome to the Jungle, Imminent Danger, Knight, Hot Rod, Icarus Fell, Blue Phosphor, Printstream, Master Piece, Dark Water, Golden Coil, Bright Water, Player Two, Atomic Alloy, Guardian, Chantico's Fire, Hyper Beast, Mecha Industries, Cyrex, Control Panel, Moss Quartz, Nightmare, Decimator, Leaded Glass, Basilisk, Blood Tiger, Briefing, Night Terror, Nitro, VariCamo, Flashback), SG 553 (Cyberforce, Hazard Pay, Bulldozer, Integrale, Dragon Tech, Ultraviolet, Colony IV, Hypnotic, Cyrex, Candy Apple, Barricade, Pulse), SSG 08 (Death Strike, Sea Calico, Blood in the Water, Orange Filigree, Dragonfire, Big Iron, Bloodshot, Detour, Turbo Peek, Red Stone), AUG (Akihabara Accept, Flame Jörmungandr, Hot Rod, Midnight Lily, Sand Storm, Carved Jade, Wings, Anodized Navy, Death by Puppy, Torque, Bengal Tiger, Chameleon, Fleet Flock, Random Access, Momentum, Syd Mead, Stymphalian, Arctic Wolf, Aristocrat, Navy Murano), G3SG1 (Chronos, Violet Murano, Flux, Demeter, Orange Kimono, The Executioner, Green Apple, Arctic Polar Camo, Contractor), SMGs - P90 (Neoqueen, Astral Jörmungandr, Run and Hide, Emerald Dragon, Cold Blooded, Death by Kitty, Baroque Red, Vent Rush, Blind Spot, Asiimov, Trigon, Sunset Lily, Death Grip, Leather, Nostalgia, Fallout Warning, Tiger Pit, Schermatic, Virus, Shapewood, Glacier Mesh, Shallow Grave, Chopper, Desert Warfare), MAC-10 (Sakkaku, Hot Snakes, Copper Borre, Red Filigree, Gold Brick, Graven, Case Hardened, Stalker, Amber Fade, Neon Rider, Tatter, Curse, Propaganda, Nuclear Garden, Disco Tech, Toybox, Heat, Indigo), UMP-45 (Wild Child, Fade, Blaze, Day Lily, Minotaur's Labyrinth, Crime Scene, Caramel, Bone Pile, Momentum, Primal Saber), MP7 (Teal Blossom, Fade, Nemesis, Whiteout, Asterion, Bloosport, Abyssal Apparition, Full Stop, Special Delivery, Neon Ply, Asterion, Ocean Foam, Powercore, Scorched, Impire), PP-Bizon (Modern Hunter, Rust Coat, Forest Leaves, Antique, High Roller, Blue Streak, Seabird, Judgement of Anubis, Bamboo Print, Embargo, Chemical Green, Coblat Halftone, Fuel Rod, Photic Zone, Irradiated Alert, Carbon Fiber), MP9 (Featherweight, Wild Lily, Pandora's Box, Stained Glass, Bulldozer, Dark Age, Hot Rod, Hypnotic, Hydra, Rose Iron, Music Box, Setting Sun, Food Chain, Airlock, Mount Fuji, Starlight Protector, Ruby Poison Dart, Deadly Poison), MP5-SD (Liquidation, Oxide Oasis, Phosphor, Nitro, Agent, Autumn Twilly), Shotguns, Machineguns - Sawed-Off (Kiss♥Love, First Class, Orange DDPAT, Rust Coat, The Kraken, Devourer, Mosaico, Wasteland Princess, Bamboo Shadow, Copper, Serenity, Limelight, Apocalypto), XM1014 (Frost Borre, Ancient Lore, Red Leather, Elegant Vines, Banana Leaf, Jungle, Urban Perforated, Grassland, Blaze Orange, Heaven Guard, VariCamo Blue, Entombed, XOXO, Seasons, Tranquility, Bone Machine, Incinegator, Teclu Burner, Black Tie, Zombie Offensive, Watchdog), Nova (Baroque Orange, Hyper Beast, Green Apple, Antique, Modern Hunter, Walnut, Forest Leaves, Graphite, Blaze Orange, Rising Skull, Tempest, Bloomstick, Interlock, Quick Sand, Moon in Libra, Clean Polymer, Red Quartz, Toy Soldier), MAG-7 (Insomnia, Cinqueda, Counter Terrace, Prism Terrace, Memento, Chainmail, Hazard, Justice, Bulldozer, Silver, Core Breach, Firestarter, Praetorian, Heat, Hard Water, Monster Call, BI83 Spectrum, SWAG-7), M249 (Humidor, Shipping Forecast, Blizzard Marbleized, Downtown, Jungle DDPAT, Nebula Crusader, Impact Drill, Emerald Poison Dart), Negev (Mjölnir, Anodized Navy, Palm, Power Loader, Bratatat, CaliCamo, Phoenix Stencil, Infrastructure, Boroque Sand), Wear - Factory New (FN), Minimal Wear (MW), Field-Tested (FT), Well-Worn (WW), Battle-Scarred (BS), Stickers Holo/Foil/Gold - Katowice 2014, Krakow 2017, Howling Dawn, Katowice 2015, Crown, London 2018, Cologne 2014, Boston 2018, Atlanta 2017, Cluj-Napoca 2015, DreamHack 2014, King on the Field, Harp of War, Winged Difuser, Cologne 2016, Cologne 2015, MLG Columbus 2016, Katowice 2019, Berlin 2019, RMR 2020, Stockholm 2021, Antwerp 2022, Swag Foil, Flammable foil, Others - Souvenirs, Agents, Pins, Passes, Gifts, Music Kits, Cases, Keys, Capsules, Packages, Patches

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If you aren't careful enough, you can noclip into this level. This level is a special case in which it can only be accessed by finding a secret exit in Level 0, to find the secret exit you must find a chain hanging from the ceiling, then climb it to the highest part of the chain. Rumors say that only few can access this level. This level contains a genuine escape from the backrooms. All that abides in this desolate tunnel is Chains, your sanity, and most importantly Entity 4631. Thing is an unknown creature that appears to be passive but will attack you if provoked. Entity 4631 resides in a room near the end of the tunnel. It is said to have the power to create new levels entirely, though it rarely moves. Entity 4631 uses chains to give you items such as almond water and actual food. The way you can exit this level is by going into the final corridor and finding the broken chain. The final corridor is a very low part in the tunnel where you can only move while crawling. While traveling in the final corridor chains may start to move, knocking your balance off. There is not a very known way to die in this level, besides getting killed by Entity 4631 or dying from thirst or starvation.

This sub really helps me everytime I take a break for weed. I always tell myself the break will be for a little while, so I don’t go crazy. But I go 1 or 2 months without it. Which is huge from where I was a year or two ago.
Thank you to everyone that stays posting in this subreddit. It helps that a lot of us are in the same position. Hoping that one of these breaks will just lead to me quitting for good.

Embark is a US TZ pvp corporation that operates out of the Placid/Syndicate/Solitude area. We are a part of the alliance Intergalactic Space Hobos which is an independent pvp focused alliance that is currently based out of lowsec in Placid. We are a RL-first group that focuses on small/medium gang pvp with a casual, laid back environment.
Embark provides a variety of content and services such as:

• Daily fleets consisting of roams, blops, gatecamps, WH dives, or structure offense timers.
• Isk making opportunities such as stealing the locals’ moongoo, mining lowsec ores, huffing gas, and killing the locals for loot.
• Very limited blues.
• Embark provides corp loaner ships for those without doctrine ships available.
• Committed leadership and FCs who have played for many years.

Our requirements are:

• Must have 2/3 of the following: Logi Cruiser V, Minmatar Cruiser V, and Caldari Cruiser V.
• Microphone and Omega status.
• PvP experience and knowledge of basic game mechanics.
• Bonus: Dread alts or multiple characters are a big plus.
• Self sufficiency, there is no SRP.

If you’re interested join our chat channel in game, our discord server, and/or speak to Philip Montagna ingame. We are willing to work with those who are interested but may not meet our full requirements.
Ingame Channel: Embark Trade Depot
Contact: Philip Montagna
Discord
Corp Killboard
Alliance Killboard
Recent fights:
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https://br.evetools.org/related/30005000/202305270200
https://br.evetools.org/related/30003595/202304180200

Hi, my name is jonathan brutus and I'm fundraising for my older sister. As you read this my sister is in need of a kidney donor. It’s been tough for our family to see her in and out of the hospital- with the only treatment options being dialysis or a transplant. The average wait time for a kidney transplant in the United States is five years or more. Some people will wait for years until it’s too late.
I can go on and say so much about my sister; however, if there is one word I could use to describe her it would be compassionate. A sweet person who always tries to help others. Moreover, she is very lively. Asking another person to consider donating a kidney is difficult for her, but it greatly improves her chance of getting a transplant. Understandably, some people are worried about having surgery and what living with one kidney will mean for them. I completely understand if the living donation is not for you, but you can help by sharing my sister's story with others. At the very least we can increase the public’s awareness about kidney disease and living donation. I adore my sister and she inspires me to become a better person knowing I had my issues. Sometimes I feel helpless knowing I can't do anything about it, but the very least I can do is hope I can get some help to cover my sister's medical expenses. Thank you for taking the time to read my sister's story.
https://www.gofundme.com/f/s3f5tt-kidney-donor

Should Tatum get the Captain title next year? I’ve always been a little hesitant on Tatum feeling like he hasn’t really embraced Boston but this run I’ve seen some things that have changed my mind. I know Tatums been the better of the the Jays but what would it do mentally for him to get a Celtics Captain status? Like this is officially your team, not Smarts or Browns?
https://hardwoodhoudini.com/2022/11/16/boston-celtics-name-marcus-smart-captain/#:~:text=The%20Boston%20Celtics%20haven't%20had%20a%20captain%20since%20Rajon,as%20well%20as%20many%20others.